Wednesday, November 12, 2008

today...i called u what i really want to call u..coz afta this..i dun even hve a rite to called u dat...

baby...
u know wut..i always ask myself..why i luv u so much...adakah sebab rupa paras u...adakah sebab siapa u..adakah sebab i tawu everything pasal u...adakah sebab layanan u yang i tau bukan sepenuhnya ikhlas..atau adakah sebb i tau u tak pernah sayangkan i pu...tapi nape baby...i sayang u....sgt sgt...

im sorry baby...coz i know every single thing bout u...yeah..maybe u ckp i cant read ur mind...yes maybe..but i think i know u more then other people know u..maybe they know u from outside..from wut u let them see everything bout u...for wut u ever tell them dat u r not telling me yet..but me..the one who u never let me see anythin outside..knowing u so much inside...u know why i say this...coz i know wut r u doing..i know who u going out wif...i know wut u going to do next..wut u r going to say if i ask bout it...im sorry baby..coz i know ur email n fs passwd actually...i know ur sms content...remember..i was da one who create ur email account...i was da one who can check ur detail tru phone number...kakak tak involve yang ni..coz dia tak pernah bagipun sebnarnya every detail yg i nak pasal no phone...but i do hve alot of frend who can help me..i know its ur privacy...im sorry baby...but i think girl like u need me to kep watching...coz in dat way..i know wut r u doing...with all da picha i see...wif u in da picha..da same position but a different guys..really make me speechless...how cheap my gurl going to be...but still...i luv u baby..why??....u know wut...i hurt me so damn much....damn much untill i dun have any feeling anymore...to you..to anyone..but i still try...coz i know i still luv u...but i keep fade away...day by day...juz i never gone perfectly all..i dun blame u baby...coz i was the want who want to take the risk..da one who luv u so much...da one who wanna give u chance...da want who used to be so stupid coz luv u so much...why baby...why i really luv u...sedangkan i tau i takkan dpt kawen u pun....

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