Tuesday, June 30, 2009

while im driving after work...

me : baby busuk!..

she : hmm..windu arr 2..
me : mana ada...
she : Liar...
me : hehehe...
Yes..i miss u....

Sunday, June 28, 2009

konsert mini cerita cinta rossa

the ticket..


sofaz tgh buat perform for opening concert...

best gila..even semua org mintak rossa..tp still dia nyanyi..n lelama semua org ikut nyanyi..sofaz best2...!

rossa...cute sey..

ni masa dia nak nyanyi dgn pasha..

tetiba pasha kuar sambil nyanyi lagu terlanjur cinta versi medley *kalau tak salah aku ler*..best giler..lain lagu tuh dr selalu kita dgr dlm radio...sweet sangat..!

nih diorg nyanyi lagu terlanjur cinta..terkedu aku dgr..sangat best..syahdu jak..

lepas habis nyanyi...

kesimpulannya..aku malas mau cerita byk2..so pic jerlah yg menceritakan segalanya..best gila n happening concert ni..org pun takde lah ramai sgt..dah tuh free...nak clear jerk dia..sound n everything perfect..i enjoy my self that nite...thanks hotlink..chaiyork2!

Saturday, June 27, 2009

ketam sos bercili

tetiba rasa mcm nak makan ketam...so smlm aku beli ketam dekat carrefour..kebetulan murah..so harini cuti pe lagik..mari memasak ( sape ckp aku tak weti masak..aku boleh masak bila aku nak..hehehe.)

2 ekor ketam
5 sudu besar sos cili
2 sudu besar sos tiram
3 sudu besar sos Thai
Garam dan gula

4 ulas bawang merah
2 ulas bawang putih
3 cm halia
2 batang serai
5 tangkai cili merah
5 tangkai cili kering

bahan untuk dikisar

1. Goreng ketam yang digaul dengan kunyit dan ketepikan.

2. Panaskan kuali dan masukkan bahan kisar dan tumis sehingga naik bau.
3. Masukkan semua sos, kemudian bubuh garam dan gula secukup rasa dan tumis lagi.
4. Setelah bahan tumis pecah minyak, masukkan ketam dan kacau hingga sekata.

dah siap..SEDAP WO0O...hehehe


Are internships worth it?

by John Fuller

If you're a college student with ears, you've probably heard everyone talking about internships. Either they already have one set up, or they desperately seek one, camping out in the career center between classes. So what's the big deal? Shouldn't a degree be enough to get a job after graduation? And isn't an internship a lot of useless work for little or no pay?

The pay issue is true -- it's difficult to find an internship that pays well, if at all. The degree part is different, though. It's becoming harder and harder for college graduates to find work right out of college with nothing but a framed diploma. Most companies look for real world experience when hiring and the best way to get that experience is through an internship. Despite the low pay, internships are worth it in the long run if you want to get your foot in the door and figure out your future.

Most people think the point of an internship is to serve coffee or run mindless errands. Everyone at some point has formed a negative image of the tortured intern trapped in a cubicle, filing endless amounts of paperwork. It's not always like that, though, and it doesn't have to be. Sure, you may have to perform a few menial tasks here and there -- that's part of any job. But most companies offer all kinds of opportunities for interns to get hands-on experience and learn the right technology.

You might work for a local news station and help edit footage for an upcoming story. Or maybe you'll crunch numbers for a big sales pitch and draw up all sorts of fun graphs (seriously, who doesn't like a good pie chart?). Whatever the case, chances are you'll play an important part in any process and receive a great opportunity to watch the real thing in action. People who work around you are generally very open, knowledgeable and willing to help, so ask as many questions as you can in order to get a more complete picture of the career.

What's the best-case scenario? If you work hard enough and impress the company, there's a chance they might offer you a full-time position. Even if you decline and eventually decide to find work elsewhere, getting an offer out of an internship will look great on a resume.

If you don't get an offer, that's OK, too. The company may not have a position available, or maybe you just wouldn't want to work there. An internship provides you with two great tools. First, you gain excellent real world experience and a great resume builder. Second, you get an inside look into a field of work you're interested in, helping you make that career path a little less sketchy. The least an internship will do is get you thinking about what you want to do for a living.

Note: The article above by John Fuller was courtesy of www.howstuffworks.com

The climb

i just love this song so much...

I can almost see it.
That dream I'm dreaming, but
There's a voice inside my head saying
You'll never reach it
Every step I'm takin'
Every move I make
Feels lost with no direction,
My faith is shakin'
But I gotta keep tryin'
Gotta keep my head held high

There's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be an uphill battle
Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose
Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waitin' on the other side
It's the climb

The struggles I'm facing
The chances I'm taking
Sometimes might knock me down, but
No I'm not breaking
I may not know it, but
These are the moments that
I'm gonna remember most
I've just gotta keep goin', and
I gotta be strong
Just keep pushing on, but

There's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be an uphill battle
Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose
Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waitin' on the other side
It's the climb

There's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be an uphill battle
Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose
Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waitin' on the other side
It's the climb

Keep on movin'
Keep climbin'
Keep faith baby
It's all about, it's all about
The climb
Keep the faith, keep your faith, woah

Friday, June 26, 2009

sleep tite...

thanks for entertain us for so long..sleep tite there..bye2...

Wednesday, June 24, 2009


This what i got from the premier...

and 3D card collection with frame..
and the movie review
"speechless n f*cking awesome"

becoz of all the formattion n autobot..

all thumb up!

Monday, June 22, 2009

always be my baby..

she love this song...by david cook..

...You'll always be a part of me
I'm a part of you indefinitely
Girl don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
And we'll linger on
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way you're never gonna shake me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby....

Sunday, June 21, 2009

i miss this budak buchuk so much...

counting the minute now...

MOST anticipated movie of the year,Transformer: Revenge of The Fallen is just few days ahead and I'm so damn excited... wif everyone crossing their finger, wishing to get some premier invitation...i lucky to manage to win one of it...my brother called me last nite to inform he also got the invitation.. ( ceh..baru blagak2 dgn dia i watch it first..)..at same place..cineleisure damansara...I dont expected the season pass was f**king awesome.. until i hve it in my arms..No need any further word from me. Just take a look at the images below..

picture from wssoo blog..

owesome aite?..more owesome because it for free...hehehhe

p/s : some of my friend hate i won this...hehe..sorry...it just my luck..!

selamat hari abah....

Although I doubt he would ever read this.But I would be surprise if he's part of the my blog reader and read this which i dedicate it, especially for him.

no word i can write here to appreciated in everything and many things you have done to me... and how much u mean to me...
all i can say...with all the respect and love from my heart..

thank you abah...i love u so much...
You're always be the Greatest Love Of My Life

Saturday, June 20, 2009

new language?

im learning filipine...hahaha...

semua sebb kesygan aku tuh..mentang2 ler dia half filipine half chinese...dibaginya aku ayat filipine tghari td...kalau bagi ayat chinese bleh je aku tanya kakak..nih filipine nak tanya sapanya..tp thanks to google..semua ayat mampu dipatahkan aku..chewah...

memang seronok bila belajar benda baru...ni beberapa term in tagalog yg aku suka benar blajar..keke..

mahal kita = i love u

Miss na miss kita. = I really miss you.

Ingat Ka = take care

Ikaw ang lahat sa akin. = You are everything to me.

Lagi kitang iniisip. = I always think of you.

Pahalik = Let me have a kiss.

and ni poet untuk baby in tagalog lang :


Ang buhok mo'y mahahabang ahas
Kung nakasalalay sa iyong balikat,
Mga ulang waring di lupa ang hanap
Kundi sampagitang humahalimuyak.

Sa itim ay gabing walang buwa't tala,
Sa haba ay halos humalik sa lupa,
Sa lago'y halamang malago't sariwa,
Sa sinsi'y masinsin at nakahahanga.

Naging katulad ka niyong Penelopeng
may timtimang pusong miminsang kumasi't
Ang naging aliwa'y luha't paghahabi.

Sa haba ng iyong buhok nakilala
Ang kadalisayan ng pagkadalaga
At ang kahabaan ng isang pag-asa.

Aalis na ako!!

Friday, June 19, 2009

one day i will publish diz..(for my EX)

hey babe..i dunno how could i tell u this..i know its a lil bit childish 4 me to express my feeling n wut i think regarding us from here...but u know wut..i think..this is da best medium coz when we are together..i dunno how to start...so all i wanted to say dat..lately i feel like the special feeling that i have towards u is getting faded away day by day..i cant control myself anymore even i tried to keep tellin my self..that i was da one who really want u..but i think its also be the reason why i been far away from u....i dun regret at all..i even feel relief!..ive tried to be firm..tried to hav faith on u like i used too..but i couldnt..not anymore..afta i be the witness for all da mistake u've done n for all unfaithfull thing u do..and the careless u make for me..i think, i will no longer be the one that u can leaned on..a shoulder for u to share stories bout ur boys…da one who shared ur sadness..which i used to be the person who will know everythin especially when u get hurt..im not da one who trying to be far away from u..but u da one who never let me be wut i used to be before wit u..rite now..i think i will no longer share my everyday routine with u babe..like sending u a morning msg..things that i love to do before..no more...

when we started as a fren..getting close...been in 'relationship'..i dun think u really luv me babe..even from the day u say yes when i propose..the answer u gave me which i think i will be excited to listen..but weird thing happen..im not...same goes when u gave me ur first kiss on my lips..i dont have any feeling for that..i just keep silent doing my things and keep on eye from far watching u doing wut ever u like.. i tried to giving u a lot of space wif hope u can change and appreaciated other people heart...u can hav everything that we used to hav as part of ur memory..which i dun think u remember 1 of them..but do respect the decision ive made..and things that ive asked for…that u havent fulfill yet..which is stop playing wif other people heart..

people make mistakes…same to us…same to u...same goes to me..lets forgive and forget..but being together is not the best for us…i know u already tell me this before..skandal is better then getting together..u ask me.."r u sure?"..yeah..dat time i really sure..but now..u lost me babe..u already lost me when u get close wif ur "abg chik"... i realized that..but im still keep silent on that..wif hope u'll notice that..but..muna always be muna aite..now i know..both of us only a frend even afta u say yes..it doesn’t mean that when we were apart we cant be frens..it doesnt mean that i hate u..im not hate u..it juz my special feeling on u not there anymore..im nobody to judge people aite..im nobody to convict others..maybe u didnt noe me well enough..maybe i also didnt know u well enough..but i do think i know u more then u know me..i’d rather loose a lover than losing a fren..thats me…im not perfect..im just a human being that couldnt face stupid things several times..again n again...

im hepi with my life..hoping that u r hepi too..if u r not..im sorry im failed to make u happy as a couple..dun think too much..appreciated wut ever u already hve..stop making others hurt..i know a lot of people already say this to u..so da word didnt hve any meaning to u rite..but please..u r big enough to realize that its not good to make other people hurt...its not the end of life for me…ive prove u right, i guess??…im not good enough to make u falling in luv wif me..so i'll let u go..yes i am…coz i hav too..

thanks god ive frens..who always support me..im grateful to hav them..ive thanked them thousand times for their care, their words and their advices even i keep doing same stupid thing..even their not agreed for any of my action..i understand why they dunt agreed..they dun want me to get hurt..but they still support me from my back......n i noe, u do hav them too..so let them be near u till u hav enuf strength..u dun need fake luv to be happy..u juz need a real fren who really luv u as who u r..dun trust other people to much babe..da love word from them..dunt u ever think ur playing da game better then them..coz sometime a players also will lost their game..juz try to hve a fren babe...not multiple or triple lover...

HE knows what’s the BEST for ME..n for U as well..so lets face the fate..u r not for me..u r not worth it for me to wait either..

now that im ready..im ready to face my new life…ive found a rainbow after a heavy rain..my rainbow is helping me to fine the right sunshine again…keep me on track..im not use to be alone..but im learning..im trying my best…coz ive learnt a lesson..im not used to rely on others..but u make me awake..that sometimes we cant do things by ourself..n now everything that i wanted to do..i ask for opinion…not from u…coz i cant..

for u, the one who i used to die to care for (before..)..i will always care as a fren of mine…but u couldnt ask more from me…coz now im not promising u anything anymore..coz my feeling not on u anymore...so everything already change from the day u lost me..…like u not promising me anything...

for u,


for ur true feeling towards me even it juz for a while…its make me feel like im in heaven at that moment..

for ur care…which u used to care bout me...before..

for ur kindness that i really adore..

for ur time u spend wif me..

for ur acception to be my gurl..which i am like a beast..n u r da beauty..

for the kiss..

let it be as part of my life n my memory.

i pray the best for u..

im done here.

im not gonna be wif u anymore..coz i dunt think u need me anymore..

im not goin to say the luv word anymore.

so people..lets move on!..

new page for new life please!

i am what i am “to be remember as the one who always smiles even her heart is broken and the one that could brighten up your day even if she couldn’t brighten her own..only the one..who really damn close n understand her well will know..wut is in her heart..but the thing is...its not u...muna..”

P/S : aku tulis nih lama dah..rasanya hujung tahun lepas...tapi tak tergamak nak publish.. sebb time tuh hati aku tak kuat lagik..skang bila aku bc balik..aku pk kenapa tak aku post saja..rugi kalau biar simpan jd draf..penat aku tulis..kan..huhu

Thursday, June 18, 2009

their love story

this is oyen...my younger sister cat...

this is qaseh...my baby cat...

last holiday..i bring qaseh back to my hometown...she so excited...

and they meet...qaseh trying oyen outfit n falling in love..

n now...she miss oyen...so much...

n oyen...cant do his work bcoz missing qaseh so much too....so kesian aite..hahaha..

the end...

Wednesday, June 17, 2009


Proud to tell u guys..i am one of this 50 lucky people...yeah...terbeliak mata aku bila bukak email tgk ada email dari malaysian today newspaper yg aku jadik winner contest tuh...
serius...aku masuk tuh sesaja jerk..takde beharap sgt...tawu..movie nih semua org nak tgk...tp bila dah dapat...

thanks malaysian today.....

n thanks sofea..to inform me about the contest...nnt aku kasik ko tiket konsert
rossa plak eh..hehehe
cant wait...

Tuesday, June 16, 2009

What money can buy?...

Sex but not love,acquaintance but not true friendship,music but not peace,sleep but not rest,medicine but not health..and party but not happiness..treasure the love you receive above all friends.. for it will survive long after your gold and good health have vanished..be kind ,be patient and be faithful..

“It is not because things are difficult that we do not dare, it is because we do not dare that they are difficult.”

“In difficult moments, behave like a duck, keep calm and unruffled on the surface, but keep paddling away like crazy underneath.”

“To the world you might be one person, but to one person you might be the world.”

“Coming together is a beginning, keeping together is progress, working together is success.”

“When love and skill work together, expect a masterpiece.”

if the sky were made of paper and the ocean my ink as well..i still wouldnt be able to describe your outstanding beauty and how wonderfull you make me feel when i am with you...

sometimes someone says something really small and it fits fight into this empty place in ur heart..

it takes a strong heart to love but it takes a stronger heart to continue to love after it has been hurt...

everytime our eyes meet..this feeling inside me..is almost more than i can take i'm amazed ..by you..

breaking up is not a stupid thing instead it makes you a better person to realize your mistake..giving up doesnt mean you are weak either coz it only means that you are strong enough to let go..parting of loving someone is learning to let go..

time goes by, life goes on.. and all i can think of is why you're gone...

the bad things in life open your eyes to the good things you werent't paying attention before...

i thought that by telling myself and everyone else that i hated you..that sooner or later i would come to believe it..but now i realize that by lying it makes me want you even more...

a failing love is like desperately hanging onto something precious, not wanting to give up, but your hands fell the pain, and when you finally let go, you're free from any pain but your hand are empty...

you know u love someone when you want them to be happy even if their happiness means that you're not part of it...

having an affair is just like having a very nice cigar,once you're addicted to it then it's hard for you to stop thought you know it's capable enough to destroy you deep from within and at end of the day powerful enough to turn you out into real idiot..

sex but not love,acquaintance but not true friendship,music but not peace,sleep but not rest,medicine but not health..and party but not happiness..treasure the love you receive above all for it will survive long after your gold and good health have vanished..be kind , be paient and be faithful

never let a problem to be solved become more important than a person to be loved...

i smiled to many people for more than a billion times, but when i first saw you, my heart took over and smiled for the first time...


huwaaarrghhh!!...harini sedikit bosan di opis...mengantuk..walaupun semlm...

pukul 1030mlm dikala kesygan aku dikejauhan bersama 2 abg nya pergi ke secret recipe...aku kat sini dah mengundur diri utk tidur...awalkan aku tido?

semlm pas balik keja singgah pasar mlm dikampung subang..sedapnya dpt makan bihun sup n tauhu bakar kat situ...murah n sedap...biasalah..pasar malam kan...

mcm biasa dinner sorg2..pastu melayan tenet..kira sejak tak berkongsi keta dgn kakak lagik..aku dah ada byk masa untuk berehat...gila ahh..smlm jalan sesak nk mampus...dr nkve smpi ler ke dbp yg selalunya jalan tenang sahja...tapi smlm..time pegi pun sesak...time balik pun sesak...mungkin...budak2 skolah yg bawak kereta agaknya..minggu nih diorg da mula skolah...

pagi tadik..mcm biasa..tepat 6.00 pagi atau kekdg lebih...

tet..tet..tet(alkunun bunyik meset tpn aku begitu)..

"wake up syg"

aku dgn mata sebelah terbukak..seperti biasa...akan reply..

"morning baby.."

msg2 begitulah yg memulakan hari aku...tak tawu mcm mana kalau takde msg2 begitu pagi2 lagik..mesti mcm sunyik jek...sebb aku dah biasa skang..harituh bila dia ckp mungkin akan senyap seketika sebb takde credit..aku tetiba je ala2 ngamuk..sian dia..kena marah tak pasal2...tapi betullah..ingat best ke hantar msg kat org tapi takde reply..walaupun aku tawu..tak best jugak bila dpt msg tapi kita tak bleh reply...

sebenarnya..dlm byk2 manusia yg aku kenal..dia adalah antara org yg paham aku.. jugak antara org yg aku boleh paham dia... mungkin... libra serasi dgn leo...kerna itu sahabat2 terbaek aku dikalangan libra dan leo..walaupun hakikatnya dikatakan si leo mampu menganas...hehe..tapi seganas mana diorg bila berhadapan dgn si libra kan?..tapi kalau merajuk..bleh tahan gak la leo nih...hehehe...singa kan...kesabaran je yg penting dikala begitu..ditambah dgn ego lagik..ish ish ( mengeleng kepala dgn perlahan2)

pastu harini pegi keja...still smpi lmbt..walaupun hakikatnya aku kuar awal..adeh le...dah sakit kaki aku nih.. asyik tekan minyak dan break tak berkesudahan...tapi berbeza..sebb harini aku sudah brani mencilok2..dgn kabir..agak senanglah sikit mencilok ditgh kesesakan jalan...dan aku smpi tepat masa di dbp..

tp harini...mcm takde keja sebb bos takde...tgk facebook pun mcm nk termuntah...jadik..aku update le blog aku yg semkin jrg aku hupdate ni...

P/s : tgh terpk nk pegi konsert anuar zain dekat istana budaya..tapi tiket murah sudah habis.. arghh.. sygnyaa!... tetiba kakak kata dia dpt tiket rossa pulak..hurm...en scut plak ngajak aku pegi konsert akon dekat sunway lagoon..aku agak...kesimpulannya...1 konsert pun entah2 aku tak pegi...hehehe...

Monday, June 15, 2009

what i watch this weekend

this movie..heheehe...best kalau korg nak merehatkan diri...mcm fun2..romantik2 gitu..heheh..zach afron kan..wut do u aspect kalau dah mamat mcm dia blakon..tapi tuhlah..cute plak dia bila tgk dlm nih..walhal high school musical tuh aku tak suka...hehehe... tp pandai gak dia blakon..contoh part dia dlm kelas ajar tentang seks..cara dia gambarkan pegang anak tuh mcm penuh perasaan je...4 to 5 star for this muvi..

so touching..but i like...at the end of this movie...im hugging qaseh,kissing her...
praying she never go away from me forever...

Sunday, June 14, 2009

my weekend...

happy weekend kwn2...

my parent was here...abah doing his father job taking kabir to workshop...now kabir has new tyre..hehehe...thanks abah...n we all family celebrating fatherday n mother day in da same time day spontainious...without any plan...start with mak telling me n abang..she want to eat pizza since all my family there..so me n abang tell others to check on domino's menu n talk bout why not makan2 session become a celebratio for fathersday n my mom birthday... we all sharing the money without asking abah to pay for it...n abang n wifey went bought some cakes...abah has his own cakes for fathers day...n mak has her ice cream cake...its a early birthday wishing for them..since the exact day..we all their daughter n sons not be able to be around them..my mom birthday is in this 17th...so..whole family eatig together really make them seems so happy...hehehe...then they went back to alor setar lastnite..me n kakak head back to shah alam..

n i bought some new fragnance perfume last night when i went to body shop to buy my new facial wash..suddently my sister open the paper bag this morning to see what i bought...and she laught so loud...

she said: What...a roses??...hahaha..what wrong with u?...

me:huh...salahkah??..i used it for working lah....

she said : whatever....i pray to god..u working at dbp like forever...

and my baby-love...when i told her i wanna cut my hair...she said she dun like my hair too short..in other term...for her...she dunt like me getting the hair cut...maybe...hehehe...but actually..my hair is very soft type...so if i cut my hair to short.u can see my skin tru it...so i think need to change my hair style from now on...

so now...i think since im working now...I feel i need a change. im a lil bit change... hurmm... hurm....hope im changing in positive way...not negative...because i am no more a kids...or teenagers...i am grown up now..so why not change a lil bit for my self aite..

this is for my baby-love...

"the greatest gift to my eyesight is having my eyes set on you..."

so..how was ur weekend?...

Friday, June 12, 2009

my study field...

Since a lot of people didnt know what is library science..here a few explainantion about what im study and what job we had and what people who working in this field being called..check it out :

Library science is an interdisciplinary field that applies the practices, perspectives, and tools of management, information technology, education, and other areas to libraries; the collection, organization, preservation and dissemination of information resources; and the political economy of information. Historically, library science has also included archival science.This includes how information resources are organized to serve the needs of select user groups, how people interact with classification systems and technology, how information is acquired, evaluated and applied by people in and outside of libraries as well as cross-culturally, how people are trained and educated for careers in libraries, the ethics that guide library service and organization, the legal status of libraries and information resources, and the applied science of computer technology used in documentation and records management.

Library Science professional :

*Cataloger Computer,
*Data and Information Systems professionals
*Information architect
*Information broker
*Virtual librarian
*Metadata Architects
*Metadata Managers
*Preservation Administrators and Conservators

University that offered this course in Malaysia :

*Universiti Teknologi Mara (UiTM)
*Universiti Kebangsaan Malaysia (UKM)
*Universiti Malaysia Sarawak (UNIMAS)
*Universiti Sains Malaysia (USM)
*Universiti Industri Selangor (UNISEL)
*Universiti Islam Antarabangsa (UIAM)

habis sudah...

Yeahhh!!!...aku grad sudah...

hehe..syukur alhamdullilah..smlm result aku dah kuar...semuanya clear...tapi..kalau aku sedikit rajin..mesti lagik gempak ( setiap sem ckp mcm nih..alih2 aku malas jugak)..kira sem nih agak berbaloi dgn usaha akulah...sedikit rajin dan kurang malas...sem nih aku jarang berpoya2 kuar mlm2...kalau de pun hanya ujung2 minggu..lelain aku byk fokus keja aku..sape2 yg follow aku nya blog nih tawulah...skang yg tinggal..praktikal jerk..makanya pasnih aku bukan lagik student...tapi walau apa pun..tgh tunggu bulan 8..aku nk apply for master plak..org kata..belajar bior sampai ke negeri cina kan..aku plak..mau blajar smpi dah takde benda aku bleh blajar...walaupun pada hakikatnya..aku malas nk wat asigment(ade tak blaja yg tak pyh wat asigment)...hehehe...

da rest...bekerja di dewan bahasa nih..mmg bagi banyak peluang untuk aku terus belajar benda baru...aku rasa beruntung gila..agak terkagum dgn koleksi novel dia yang jumlah dia boleh memuatkan bilik aku dirumah...serius..semua jenis buku dlm mesia nih ada kat sini..so memana buku yg aku pernah terrbaca sedikit dlm hidup aku nih...adalah peluang utk aku baca smpi habis..so nnt kat sebelah kiri nih..aku akan letak..senarai buku yang aku baca sepanjang aku berkerja disini..n dlm masa yg sama..aku akan explain kat korg sket2...apakah sebnarnya kerja seorang pustakawan professional..sebb aku tawu..kebykkan korg mesti pk..kerja kitorg duduk kat depan kaunter library n cop tarikh pulang buku jerk kan...hehe..kalau ler sesimple tuh..takdernya susah pyh kitorg belajar selama 5 tawun nih..so pe lagik...rajin2 tgk update blog sy..akan sy ceritakan apa itu..LIBRARY SCIENCE...

p/s:tgh berusaha keras menghabiskan buku cerita setebal 600 muka surat tanpa skip satu pages pun...hehehe..

Wednesday, June 10, 2009

Awesome Song

Have you ever met an angel

Whose smile is like the sun

Whose laugh is like a melody that reaches everyone

Have you ever hugged an angel

Swept up in their embrace

And swear there’s nothing in this world that makes you feel that day

Have you ever really loved an angel

Once you have you’ll never be the same again

Have you ever had to let go of an angel

Say goodbye, let ‘um fly, my angel…my best friend

Have you felt the strength of an angel

When you needed it the most

Lifted by those gentle wings

You know you’re not alone

Every now and then

I feel the peace inside

Wherever life may take me,

I’m guided by that light

Have you ever really loved an angel

Once you have you’ll never be the same again

Have you ever had to let go of an angel

Say goodbye, let ‘um fly, my angel…my best friend

I have really loved an angel

I will never be the same again

As I have had to let go of my angel

Say goodbye, let um fly,

my angel…

my best friend

This song is awesome

silent = punishment?..

she is someone who really care and worried when she cannot reach me..just to wake me up for work today...

so tell me...if there is any other good reason to me for not appreciated her as much as she cares?...coz for me..i dont have any....

sorry baby...

Hmm...blaming myself for not checking my phone mode before sleep....

Tuesday, June 09, 2009

cerita smlm..

"janganlah balik..stay here..."

rupanya ayat tue dah buat org tuh kesedihan dan hampir buat dia menangis lagi semlm...mintak maaf...sebb sy ego sgt nk ckp depan2 begitu..

yg jauh tetap dekat..

saper kata walaupun kita jauh beribu batu..hubungan ibu dan anak akan rengang?...buktinya..

nihlah kerja hujung minggu aku...ber-web cam dlm ym dgn mak aku...huhu..tuh kakak aku tgh interprem..

notakaki saya:hendak seribu daya...tak hendak seribu dalih..sayang mak!!

yg jauh tetap dekat..

saper kata walaupun kita jauh beribu batu..hubungan ibu dan anak akan rengang?...buktinya..

morning u oll...


wahhh...mcm lama dah aku tak update blog aku nih..kenapakah?...penuh dgn artikel dr paper jerk..jugak kenapakah??..

kerna..minggu lepas kerja aku adalah baca paper dan majalah..buat indexing paper dgn majalah baru hari2..makanya..hari2 ler aku baca semua paper kat mesia nih secara percuma..hehehe..best wo0o0o tak pyh beli..cuma yg tak bestnya...aku kena baca semua..even iklan2 dlm paper tuh...sebb kalau selalu kita cuma baca selected news yg kita rasa mau baa jerk..tapi skang..kena bc semua..agak mengantuk jugaklah..coz cuba byangkan..ada 1 hari aku kena baca majalah al-islam 5 buah..majalah anis 3 buah...adoyai...bukan salah baca majalah begitu..cuma not in my reading fav list...hehehe...

apapun weekend aku biasa2 jerk..hari sabtu pegi damansara alkunun nak tukar smartcard astro sebb wosak..sekali aku terlupa yg hari tuh besday agong..so cuti makanya astro tutup..then terus aku dgn kakak pegi lepak paparich for breakfast..muahaha..best giler sekali skala breakfast besar mcm tuh..
byk kitorg melantak...pastu terus ke cineleisure damansara tgk muvi lagik...mlm plak aku merajinkan diri melepakkan diri dgn liz n mas dekat pool steben pandan indah sampai kul 4 pagi..pastu gi tgk muvi lagik dgn kakak..wahaha...sgt best...yang lelain yg aku buat...nnt aku story..skang aku kena turun tingkat 3 dbp..harini keja aku dibahagian khidmat pelanggan...so limited sket nk ngadap pc..apa pun ..adios...

Friday, June 05, 2009

Read this pep...

Taken from today Malay Mail Newspaper
Tragic suicide ends little Sam’s story
By Frankie D'Cruz
Thursday, June 4th, 2009

TOGETHER NOW: (From left) Kazumi, Sam and Neil are reunited in death

COMMENTARY: THE doting parents had both quit their jobs to care for their fragile five-year-old son after a car accident left him completely paralysed from the neck down.
But destiny had another unkind trick planned for this small family in England.

Little Sam Puttick contracted the deadly brain bug meningitis last Tuesday and died at home three days later.Stricken with sorrow, ex-charity worker Neil, 34, and his Japanese-born translator wife Kazumi, 44, could not face life without Sam.

And so on Sunday, the couple left an extremely emotional typewritten note and drove 140 miles from their home to the 500ft Beachy Head suicide spot in East Sussex.

There they leapt to their deaths. Sam's little body was found in a zipped-up rucksack alongside his parents' bodies. A second rucksack nearby was filled with Sam's toys, including his favourite yellow toy tractor.

Neil and Kazumi went because they wanted to be with their precious Sam and could not bear the thought of him being helpless and alone.

While it might be an inspiration to the devotion parents have for their children, it is also a grim reminder to those sickening parents who abuse, neglect and starve their own children. Many of us may not agree with suicide, but as parents, we cannot imagine living a day without our young.
Those who condemn the suicide as a weak and shameful thing do have a point.

Imagine the pain their extended family and friends will now have to go through.

Truth is: your life is not just your own, part of it belongs to those who love you.

Sam's story is a heartwrencher. His perfect life was ruined by a careless driver. The youngster was just 18 months old when he was left effectively quadriplegic following a car crash in 2005.

His car seat was flung through the window of his mother's car during a head-on collision. His spinal cord was completely severed in the accident. Till his death, Sam could speak quite clearly and move his head but apart from that, he was all tubes.

Neil and Kazumi set up a website after his accident and raised close to RM200,000 to buy specialist equipment for their severely disabled boy. Doctors said Sam would never recover from his injuries but his parents refused to give up hope that he would walk, talk and breathe again.

Doesn't his story make you say thank you for the life you have?

Don't we just want to hug our kids?


footnote saya : kasih sayang sejati sampai akhir hayat...mampu membuatkan manusia tidak berfikir dgn bijak...tetapi membunuh diri bukan langkah bijak...sebb diorg dah menyekat peluang manusia lain untuk belajar dan mencontohi ketabahan mereka...its hurt..but giving other people chance to learn from them...sometime can help others gone tru this cruel world..appreciated life no matter how hard it make u hurt...thing twice before do something..because a part of it..belong to others also...

p/s : kekadang "keadaan" buat kita belajar dan memaksa kita untuk jadik tabah dan kuat..jadik aku tabik spring pada si keadaan kerana keadaanlah...yang buat aku terus tabah dan semakin kuat...

Thursday, June 04, 2009

Interesting article in new strait times

I'M EVERY WOMEN: Sweet friends are made of these

By : Alika Rahman 2009/06/03

BEFORE we meet “the five people in heaven”, as writer Mitch Albom would have it, another scribe has decreed that there are five kinds of friends every woman should have.

Michelle Burford recently wrote in O, The Oprah Magazine that if one can somehow find a pal who possesses any of the following qualities, one should consider oneself fortunate.She has been counting on her buddies for completely different things, she says.

For starters, you need The Uplifter, a friend who will say yes to your every plan, no matter how ludicrous they may be.I guess this means you could tell her your dream of leaving your six-figure salaried job and becoming a backpacker and she’d whoop at the idea.She does not judge you and will accept you, warts and all.

Well and good but you’d still need some check and balance and should have in your life The Truth Teller who is a level-headed person who would be able to tell it to you as is, without malice.She cares for you and her concerns are sincere.

Next is the Travel Buddy. Burford says that on occasions when you go on vacation, you need to be with a person who could adapt to any situation without batting an eyelid.I’m adding that this damsel should certainly not be one to distress over botched programmes (you know only too well that travel brochures can fall short of its promises!).She has to be street-smart, for instance, not to get duped by black marketeers selling West End musical tickets for double the actual price.

The Travel Buddy is not to be confused with the Girl Who Just Wants To Have Fun.This lass is one you seek for an instant pick-me-up. She is perky, cheery and high-spirited, all rolled into one.She is your partner in crime when you feel like a spontaneous splurge at the mall, economic woes or no.

The last kind of pal listed is the Unlikely Friend. This kind spans the range of people who “represent a world in us”.For Burford, they are those who can be twice one’s age, some younger, homeless, rich, black, Mexican and Korean. They all have added “richness that only variety can bring”, she says.So, am I lucky or what? I think I am pretty blessed. I do not only have the above types of bosom friends, a few of them are composites of the above-mentioned categories.

In fact, I have extra categories to add — the Designated Driver and the Chef (thanks guys, keep at it!).Putting the statement that birds of a feather flock together into high gear, I would say we are all natural Uplifters, with none coming close to being total party poopers or sourpusses.Wait a minute, Dahlia tends to nurse doom and gloom moments and June has her “issues with myself” days but I’d like to think the dark clouds vanish as soon as they come into contact with the rays of sunshine that is all of us, of course.For some home truths, Hock Hwa is always only too happy to give you a piece of his mind.These “slivers of wisdom” could include a telling-off when you have, as a journalist, displayed extreme bad taste in your choice of pictures or words for a particular story, or that your singing voice is no longer what it used to be.Elsewhere, it is my good fortune, I suppose, that the gang shares a second name — “travel”.Given half the chance, we’d all give anything for a chance to scour the streets of San Francisco or hang at a trattoria in Tuscany. Nearer home, catching the beauty of a Balinese beach at dusk constitutes paradise.As for unlikely friends, each and every one of us has our own motley crew of pals from all corners of the world. I could throw a Puerto Rican in for full effect, see?At any rate, the group of us comprising a belly dancing lass of Arabian descent, a dapper chap from Kota Baru, an animated tudung-clad damsel from Alor Star, a half-Chinese workaholic, a brand-conscious fashionista, an Andrew Lloyd Webber wannabe plus a “wish I am in Italy” dreamer of a youngster are an unlikely lot in itself.But I reckon it would be most heavenly if they are the very people I’d meet in heaven...

p/s : i have all already...thanks god for them..they put a veriety of colors in mylife...even who they are...and how annoying they could be...im so glab to know them..hehehe


Jay Jay - Permaisuriku

Tika renungi malamku
bersama tirai perindu
potret permaisuriku

Lenamu didakapan
kuinginku belai rambutmu
saat malam malammu
walau kembara ku meredah alam maya
kan ku pertahan garis cinta kita

Ohku hancur dikala tak bersama
kau yang ku cinta
impi rinduku disaat mesra

oh kasih
oh terbina rona kota bahgia
permata dijiwa
oh kernamu
lautan duri ku tempuh
demi sucinya cintamu
tak ku hiraukan waktu

Ampunkan kesalahanku
ku pinjam raut wajahmu
hanya kau yang kurindu

P/S : aku tgh suka dgr lagu nih...hari2 kat opis diorg bukak radio sinar...sinar slalu mainkan lagu nih...bila slalu dgr mcm best plak...suka suka...hehehe...

Wednesday, June 03, 2009


smlm aku tgk cerita nih..kakak aku bleh terkejut2 2 3 kali...hehe..best..ala2 transformer pun ada...tapi tak bleh lawan transformer lagik(mcm aku dah tgk kan)..haha...

rate aku...4/5 bintang lah..tak rugi tgk..cuma aku kurang suka christian bale tuh jadik hero..aku suka yg blakon jadik marcus tuh lagik..rasa dia plak pelakon utama cerita tuh..hehe...

Monday, June 01, 2009

her face...

and this is my elder sista....muahaaha...so fatty...kehkehkeh ( mampos aku dia baca ni nnt..ya ampun kakakku...)

the real one....no big different rite...muahahaha....


my elder sista said..im a lil bit look gegurl in this...huh!..
but my baby said..im cute..hehe(gilor perasan lagik)

pelajaran untuk hari ini

Harini aku ada seminar yg dibuat khas untuk budak2 praktikal kat dbp nih...adalah 2 3 org karyawan yg bagi ucapan...dari mereka..aku tersedar dan belajar sesuatu..skang aku mau korg pk 2 ayat nih bebaek..dan dari ayat nih apa yg korg paham...

1.Dah pandai dah..jadik tak "payah"lah nak sembahyang...

2.boleh gali kubur "pakai" selipar...

korg mesti paham ayat no 1 tuh seolah2 aku ckp korg dah pandai jadik tak perlulah korg sembahyang lagik kan...sebenarnya salah..maksud ayat tuh adalah...

Dah pandai dah...jadik "senang" lah nak sembahyang...


dah pandai dah...jadik tidak susahlah nak sembahyang...

manakala ayat kedua..mesti korg akan salah paham yang maksud ayat tuh mengatakan yang boleh untuk kita menggunakan selipar sebagai alat untuk gali kubur..sedangkan maksudnya kekadang...

boleh kalau korang memakai selipar semasa menggali kubur...

itulah keindahan bahasa melayu..salah penggunaannya..salahlah pemahamannya...terpulang pada kita untuk memilih sama ada menggunakannya dgn betul atau sebaliknya...sebb...


salah penggunaan bahasa...maka bermasalahlah jiwa bangsa kita..


Tingkap papan kayu bersegi,

Sampan sakat di Pulau Angsa,

Indah tampan kerana budi,

Tinggi bangsa kerana bahasa.

p/s : teman saya bertanya...kalau ckp "boleh guna tali leher untuk gali kubur pulak..bagaimana?"... bertaburan ketawa dari teman yang lain...