Wednesday, December 30, 2009

Welcoming 2010..


ni sedutan utk apa aku tulis menjelang 2009.tajuk posting aku tuh happy new year!!!

A few of thing i wish i could do in 2009 is..

1.Finishing my degree with great cgpa..wa mau buat master maaa!!

2.Not easily fall into someone again...luv someone who luv me for everythi i am..

3. Spend my time with my friend more and equally with every of my friend...

4. Kurangkan aktiviti lepak malam2 kat luar...( aiseh..buleh ke tahan tak pegi darusalam selalu)

5. Kurangkan berat badan aku..hehehe..

6. To save my money...i wish i can control my shopping habit..hahaha..

7. Buy psp..haha..tak kira..tahun ni kena dapat jugakkkk...

8. Read more..(i realise i read less lately..owh nooo!!)

9. Blajar utk sabar pada tempatnya..aku notis aku selalu bersabar pada sesuatu yg tak sepatutnya aku sabar.. adoiyai..takleh macam tuh..u should said NO something ary..yeah yeah...



senarai diatas adalah apa yang aku tulis pada disember tahun lepas..so meh kite review balik pe jadik dgn aku pada tahun adakah seperti yang dihajati?..

1.Degree = memang berjaya habis dgn jayanya..tapi takdalah membanggakan sangat pun cgpa aku..tapi sekurangnya2..seminggu selepas habis degree aku telah mula bekerja..kiranya agak membanggakan kerna aku hanya memegang jawatan penganggur terhormat hanya selama seminggu..

2.Love = Hurm..mcm agak susah lah nak jatuh cinta..biasalah serik dgn pengalaman lalu..tapi ada sorang manusia dah berjaya curik hati ni akhirnya..so kesimpulannya..kalau tahun lepas aku tak ada luck langsung dgn chenta..tapi tahun ni alhamdullilah..mungkin telah bertemu dgn org yang sesuai..biasalah,kita harus bertemu org yang salah dahulu sebelum bertemu dgn org betul...and she make me love her everyday till today...no more drama and hurt this year...and yes,i know she love me for everything i am...

3. Friend = mungkin sedikit bizi, tapi setiap minggu masih sempat melayan sepinggan nasik lemak dan segelas teh o ais dgn insan2 terbaek sy...yerlah..masing2 dah ada kerjaya masing2..dah tak boleh lepak hari2 memlm dgn diorg...main pool pun boleh kira dgn jari je sekarang...tp alhamdullilah,kami masih boleh bercerita antara satu sama lain..

Kawan2 aku pun dah ada yg berubah sket2...Mas,rambut dah straight tawun ni..boleh la..nak kata cun pun biasa2 jerk..bukan pe kang dia perasan lebih..Liz, mcm biasa saja..Scut,rajin berjalan2 ke negara2 lain untuk bercoti coti dgn gadisnya si fana...Mira and anis terus berjuang dgn sambung blajar amik master yg mana aku taktawu bila akan mengikut jejak mereka..Ayien, sudah bergelar pustakawan..Muzlah, mcm agak lama tak berhubung..entah kemana dia aku pun tak tawu..yag lelain..biasa2 jerk..

4. Social life = yer..yang ini berjaya...sebb selalunya aktiviti waktu tgh malam aku adalah bekerja..berbanding dahulu,pukul 12, 1 atau 2 pagi aku tgh melepak da menghabiska masa berborak dgn kawan2..tapi sekarang selalunya waktu begitu aku masih bekerja..

5.Berat Badan = huhu..ini totally tidak berjaya...hurm..harus dibuat sesuatu ni..malu gak jalan sbelah dia dgn badan camgini...macam tak padan jerk..hurmmm...

6.Save Money = yer!sedikit berjaya...dimana semuanya keperluan aku tanggung sendiri..tidak lagi mengharapkan bapak..huhu..sedikit berbangga untuk ini...da jarang shopping skang..

7.Psp ? = belum mampu nak beli..dari dulu target nak dpt ni..tapi sampai skang tak dpt..sedikit pelik kan...apa bila psp yg dlm herga RM6++ aku tak dpt2..tapi iphone aku bleh dapat...hurm..bab ni harus diusahakan..walaupun manusia kesygan kata tak perlu lagi nk beli..tapi sebbkan dr dulu nak..akan usahakan utk beli ni..

8.Reading = hurm..awal2 tahun sebb aku praktikal dekat DBP..jumlah buku yg aku baca agak banyak berbanding tahun lepas...kira mission complete..

9.Sabar = Yer..sebb selalu ngadap cust2 maxis yg kekdg sgt meguji kesabaran...akhirnya aku dah berjaya belajar sabar pada tempatnya...lagi, mungkin sebb dah sedikit matang..so dah tawu bezakan buruk dan baik sebelum buat sesuatu..hehe..

So, kesimpulannya...banyak yg aku dapat jayakan wish list aku utk tahun 2009..so mcm mana dgn tahun 2010?

wish aku..cuma aku aku terus dapat tempuh semua dugaan yang aku bakal hadapi, semoga aku dapat terus bangun daripada terjatuh..supaya aku akan tetap sedar siapa diri aku..dan masih tawu dimana bumi yang aku pijak..

selebihnya, akan cuba menjadi yang terbaek...dan tidak menoleh kebelakang lagi...serta setia pada yang satu..hehehe..

chaiyork!...chaiyork!..

eh lagi satu...

tahun ni..target nak travel pegi holiday byk2..dgn insan2 kesygan...

itu sajalah..

selamat tinggal 2009...selamat datang 2010..

Monday, December 28, 2009

u make me love u..

1245am...

hurm..time ni..si pencurik hati sy mungkin sedang tido dlm keadaan merajuk...
tp taktawu nape rasa makin tambah syg tuh dekat dia...

Sebb tawu dia syg tuh sebb dia merajuk..

Skang dia da pandai noty2 jugak..selalu kacau sy time keja dgn mms yg......

Tp takpe..gangguan dia selalu buat sy tercelik mata balik time tgh kerja..
Ilang segala stress...

Jadi..manalah sy mampu...kalau xda dia...sebb...

dialah sipencurik hati saya...
dialah pendengar setia saya...
dialah alarm clock saya...
dialah reminder saya...
dialah diary hidup saya...
dialah kegembiraan saya...
dialah big fan saya...
dialah financial counselor saya...
dilah sumber inspirasi saya...
dialah satu2nya manusia sekarang ni yg saya tak malu or segan utk busuk2 didepan dia...


so kepada budak yang merajuk dgn sy tue...

sorry bby syg..didnt mean to sleep while you are waiting...

but trust me..kamu sentiasa yg teratas...

Saturday, December 26, 2009

Perkara paling memalukan 2009

Sesuatu yang mrmlukan telah terjadi smlm..

Akibat slalu salah hantar msg..
Akibat tak tgk dulu kepada siapa aku ngantar msg..

Msg berbau agak 18sex yg sepatutnya dihantar kepada bini tersalah hantar kepada..

TEAM LEADER merangkap supervisor aku di maxis..aiyohh..

Kan tak pasal2 si mastura,Liz,Mira n anis..memjwrit gelakkan aku..

Tak lupa..org yg sepatutnya dpt sms tue pun gelakkan aku..

Mcm kata mastura..haruslah azam tahun baru katakan tidak untk terslah hntr msg lgi..


Adoiyai..dah le dia lelaki india..naseb sedikit lembut..hurmm...


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Thursday, December 24, 2009

ngantuk...

Smlm...

tgk budak busuk tuh tido...smbil surf internet..sambil main mafia war..sambil tgk grey anatomy sampai kul 5 pagi...

walaupun hanya melalui webcam...rasa mcm dia ada depan mata saja..

hurmm...

how i miss u so much si pencurik hati...

baik2 dekat sana ya..jangan nakal2...

Story for today

Funny how you'd ask a kid today what he/she'd like to be when they grow up and they'd say, 'I want to be like my daddy or like my mummy.'

You ask the same question to teenagers and you'd hear them saying they want to be like R.Kelly or Obama; like Dora Akunyili or Beyonce.

These people are great in their own rights, yes they are; read the papers, but that's not enough reason to spend your time living out a life just trying to be an image of another person.

This same question is not just limited to kids and teens, ask adults, business men/women and they'd also tell you they want to be like Bill Gates or Ellen Sirleaf Johnson.

We all have people as role models, who we want to be like.

Folks, we live in a world that is populated with more than a billion people. Different people from different backgrounds, some are born with silver spoons and others with no spoon at all. We live in a world of challenges and solutions, obstacles and stepping-stones, depending on where you're looking.

Most of us spend our time and energy looking for shoes to fit into, leaving ours behind, trying to live life and act the way our role models do. It's good but that's not a determinant factor that we'd be like them, because we'd be surprised that we'll come-up short of our expectations if we spend such energy chasing the wind.

Success is 2% gift and 98% hard work, so it goes to reason that we all have this 2% in our genetic make-up but we need to put in work, carving out the spoons that we missed at birth.

Now, I'm not trying to say it's bad to want to be like somebody else, all I'm trying to say is that's not the main reason why you came to earth. You didn't stumble here from space; God placed you here for a reason.

Now to share a personal thought: I'd say God created you, giving you an empty book to write your life in. So while we are here writing our life story, I wouldn't want your book to be filled with how so-so and so is but rather how 'I is'.

For as you go around trying out people's shoes, who's going to try yours? Even if you don't make it big in life, console yourself with the thought that at least your shoes are worth trying out.

PS: My dear friends, I just want to put dew into people's lives. When you go about filling people's shoes, ask yourself, "Who's filling mine?"

Wednesday, December 23, 2009

Story for today

Look around you and you will be amazed at what you see. We take so much for granted because we focus on the parts of our lives that are hard or unfulfilled.

But if we really stop to look at what we have...we are truly blessed. Others would only dream to have what we take for granted.

  • The homeless person wishes to have that little house you wish were bigger.
  • That mother who lost her son would do anything to deal with that defiant child.
  • The Father that cannot feed his three kids would love to go to the job you hate.
  • The woman riding her bike 10 miles to work wishes to have the car you want to trade in.
  • That lonely woman would love that man that forgets to take out the garbage or doesn't pick up after himself.
  • That orphan child wouldn't mind the mother that makes him clean his dirty room.
  • The crippled adolescent would love to climb that flight of stairs you dread.
  • The woman in the hospital dying of cancer wishes to rush home after work to cook her family a meal.

You see it's all in how we look at things.

PS: My dear friends, if we start to look at our lives with the right perspective and focus on the blessings, we will be filled with gratitude. To focus on what we have and not on what we don't is the best way to live. In the end, the biggest joy and blessing is love. If you look hard enough you'll be amazed at how much love surrounds you and how much you truly have. What you have today you will miss someday.

Monday, December 21, 2009

-no title-

Currently..im watching grey anatomy season 6...

wah wah wah....macam dah lama aku tak dvd marathon...rasanya last time diploma dulu2..then bila dah masuk degree takde lagi seharian wa tatap laptop je..well life changing kan..tanggungjwap bertambah2...dulu hostel bilik muat 2 org ja...benda apalah sgt nk kemas..bangun..mandi...ngadap dvd...then makan..ngadap lagi..tetiba dah malam...pastu tido...bangun esok pagi pegi kelas je..

Tapi kalau skangaku buat mcm tue..habesle rumah bersepah...kucing aku pu tak mandi2 n makan..baju tak berbasuh..hahaha..tuh orang ckp..hidup kita berubah..cuma mcm mana kita hadapi hidup tuh dan uruskannya yang berbeza..

Masing2 ada cara utk uruskan diri dan hidup sendiri..as for me..trying to be better and better..and much2 better...

Im trying my best to manage my time, life, money and everything..Because i dont want to be the same...i have a lot of thing to do...a lot of thing to buy...a lot of place to go..thats why im trying hard to be much better...

In order to do this..no more dvd marathon every weekend..hahaha..because my working time not like others..something my offday not at weekend...it could be on Monday...tuesday...any day..even sometime im working 2 days only on the week...but even no dvd marathon..still i can let my self watch 1 or 2 movie in 1 week..in da same times..spending my time for 1 plate of mali's nasi lemak or char koteow with my best friends...even not that often but still i have the time for it..

but still...wonder if i could hv a chance to do dvd marathon again,playing pc game whole day again..

i maybe bored to death..haha...

sebb tujuan hidup bukan utk keseronokan semata...

Lexie: Grief may be a thing we all have in common, but it looks different on everyone.

Mark: It isn’t just death we have to grieve. It’s life. It’s loss. It’s change.

Alex: And when we wonder why it has to suck so much sometimes, has to hurt so bad. The thing we gotta try to remember is that it can turn on a dime.

Izzie: That’s how you stay alive. When it hurts so much you can’t breathe, that’s how you survive.

Derek: By remembering that one day, somehow, impossibly, you won’t feel this way. It won’t hurt this much.

Bailey: Grief comes in its own time for everyone, in its own way.

Owen: So the best we can do, the best anyone can do, is try for honesty.

Meredith: The really crappy thing, the very worst part of grief is that you can’t control it.

Arizona: The best we can do is try to let ourselves feel it when it comes.

Callie: And let it go when we can.

Meredith: The very worst part is that the minute you think you’re past it, it starts all over again.

Cristina: And always, every time, it takes your breath away.

Meredith: There are five stages of grief. They look different on all of us, but there are always five.

Alex: Denial.

Derek: Anger.

Bailey: Bargaining.

Lexie: Depression.

Chief: Acceptance....

Saturday, December 19, 2009

Waiting..

Adeh..ponat den tunggu dkt maxis center klcc ni..

Welcoming another iPhone user in my family..



Currently waiting our turn at counter to bought iPhone for my brother..now Kakak,Abah,me and abang..

Hmmm..boringnya tunggu lama2..




Xsabar nk balik rumah gayut tepon..

Heheehe...



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lalaa...merapu rapu

Hurm..lama tak update blog..biasalah..bila mcm2 benda jadi..plus tak da masa...

macam rindu dgn blog ni..ditambah dgn internet yg slow gila..so lagi bertambah malas aku nak hupdate apa2..

cuma bebaru ni..bila ada isu...and bila org tue hupdate blog dia mcm tue..

terus terkedu..

There's must be a reason why all this thing happen..

Why we meet..
why we feel in this way..

but for all the reason..
believe me..
i cant stop...

even one minute to think about you...

Its for you..

I dont have time to create a video for you at this moment...but i really wanna give you this song..





Kau merubah segala,
Cinta yang ku dahaga,
Kehadiran dirimu menyinarikan semula hatiku,
Kaulah segalanya,
Yang menyinar hidupku, kasih
Hanya satunya yang ku cintai

Hulur tanganmu kasih,
Sambut cintaku,
Jangan tinggalkan aku seorang diri
Tak sanggup lagi dilukai

Maafkan aku, jika salahku,
Peristiwa yang pernah ku alami dulu
Aku tahu, betapa pahit mu,
Menerima sejarah hidupku

Kaulah segalanya,
Yang menyinar hidupku, kasih
Hanya satunya yang ku cintai

Sambutlah cintaku
Jangan kau pergi dari sisiku
Cintaku padamu ikhlas sejati

Cintaku padamu, ikhlas sejati


Thanks for coming into my life..
You are more than a everything i could imagine to have..

Monday, December 14, 2009

Testing2

Saja je..Baru upload app bru utk update blog thru iPhone..hehe..

So..testing2..


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Monday, December 07, 2009

Smlm aku cuti..so mcm biasa kalau cuti satu hari aku jarang2 aktif sgt...selalu duduk rumah

Friday, December 04, 2009

show me da money..

12.30pm aku baru terbangun...

sebb minggu ni aku keja ptg..naseb keja ptg sebb 2 minggu ni cuti weekend aku cuma 1 hari...yg bagusnya keja petang adalah kami dpt elaun..so aku suka keja ptg...hehehe...plus hari jumaat..keja mcm biasa pun dpt claims OT..sebb org lelaki dpt break 2 jam coz diorg pegi sembahyang jumaat..kami plak break 1 jam jer..dah tu hari jumaat selalu ada makanan..hehehe..

Masuk hari ni dah dkt 4 hari aku masak,makan dkt rumah n bwk bekal..mmg mcm baru awal bulan..tp aku kena berjimat gila2..sebb aku takmau jd mcm bulan lepas..15 hb aku dah xda pulus..bab kata si pencurik hati,awal2 ni jimat2..nnt dah hujung bulan kalau ada lebih baru la berpoya2 sket...plus hakikat sebenarnya pun dui yg ada tak mampu utk aku berfoya2...so kalau awal2 aku berfoya2...apa aku nk makan ujung bulan ni...betul tak..tak suka perbelanjaan aku terkawal mcm ni..tp bila fikir2 balik..xpalah awal2 mcmni..nnt da stabil n dpt simpan duit bru fikir utk berbelanja lebih..tp skang nk simpan pun xbleh2 lagi..agak susah utk org mcm aku yg pernah dimanjakan mak bapak..tp kekdg rasa bagus jugak..sebb aku pun xnak sepanjang idup bergantung dgn org...

so pe lagi..marilah kita rajin bekerja...jgn malas2...sebb kekdg bila kita susah..tak semua org sanggup susah dgn kita..lagipun..sampai bila nk susah kan..hargai kerja yg ada..jgn malas2..jgn ponteng2..sebb duit takkan turun dr langit..bukit pun kalau dikikis hari2 akan habis...kan?..

Fear..

I feared being alone
Until I learned to like Myself.
I feared failure
Until I realized that I only Fail when I don't try.
I feared success
Until I realized that I had to try in order to be happy with myself.
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I feared people's opinions
Until I learned that people would have opinions about me anyway.
I feared rejection
Until I learned to have faith in myself.
I feared pain
Until I learned that it's necessary for growth
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I feared the truth
Until I saw the ugliness in lies.
I feared life
Until I experienced its beauty .
I feared death
Until I realized that it's not an end, but a beginning.
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I feared my destiny,
Until I realized that I had the power to change my life.
I feared hate
Until I saw that it was nothing more than ignorance.
I feared love
Until it touched my heart, making the darkness fade into endless sunny days.
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I feared ridicule
Until I learned how to laugh at myself.
I feared growing old
Until I realized that I gained wisdom every day.
I feared the future
Until I realized that Life just kept getting better.
I feared the past
Until I realized that It could no longer hurt me.
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I feared the dark
Until I saw the beauty of the starlight.
I feared the light
Until I learned that the Truth would give me Strength.
I feared change,
Until I saw that even the most beautiful butterfly had to undergo a Metamorphosis before it could fly

Nice wording n song



Sujud syukur padamu..
atas segala cinta..

Thursday, December 03, 2009

i think its about a time to diet ( selalu ckp mcm ni)...hehehe...

lately rasa badan ni mcm makin lama makin sehat plak..yerlah, kerja akucuma duduk dekat meja..tapi aku rasa masa aku kerja di dewa bahasabadan aku lagi byk naik dr sekarang..coz krja dkt dbp lagi tak teruk...

Td masa th tgk2 tv

Wednesday, December 02, 2009

dAMMIT!!

For the first time in my life...i mean second time while using this line...and first time for this reason..

Even im working with Maxis..

Even everyday i know this situation could happen..

Even my dad payment record very good...

Even i know exactly the procedure...

still...

MY PHONE LINE GOT BARREDD!!!!

hanya kerana overdue RM35...dan sebb reason ni terus aku xdapt tido bila terjaga pepagi line aku dah kena cut off...Urghhh...sekarang nk byr pun kedai tak bukak lagi..haruslah nak byr melalu online pun tak dapat...mcm ler aku xtawu..keja pulak kul 4 japgi..kang kuar awal sgt aku jugak yg gantuk..itulah..len kali tangguh2 lagi ye ary....