special note for my little gurl...

mylove...

hey...sending you at klia today...i dunno how to say goodbye to you today...you know how special you are to me aite.. hugging you for a last time...and say bye bye..actually is hard things to do..even, from my face, my attitude...its look like i dun even cares...but for me..i try to react like normal...coz i dun wanna see you cry if i act like i dun wanna let you go...but i know..da possibility for you may cry is like zero...hehehe..but who knows rite...u kan mana nangeh bila mau balik...hehehe

mylove, now i know u r not gonna be around me anymore...after this i cant easily go to your hostel n say hye to you like i used to do before...i cant see your face everyday like before...i cant sleep n hugging you like i used to do before...i cant touch your hair...hold your hand...coz now you are far far away from me...but dun get me wrong..remember bout our conversation last nite ok...you know my heart aite....and most important thing is...you know me aite..so dun even care what people may talk bout us...you know...i know..its already enough....

bout the gift...just take that...the reason why i gave that to you...coz i want you to always remember bout me every time your look at it and wear it...i want you to remember bout me for a long long time...thats y i bought you the original one...supaya tahan lama..while the bird with the message in the bottle...that the word i wish i have a chance to tell you always and in da same time...you never forget...and for you to keep reading that..when you need advice..need motivations....

all i can say here...im sorry if i did something wrong to you...sorry if you are not comfortable me doing something to you lately...it just the way for me to show my love to you..but one thing for sure..i want you to know you have someone you can hold when you down now...you know you have someone who never left you alone...and you always have someone to share your biggest secret with...so..dont worry..u never be alone...

thanks for taking care of me...thanks for sharing your secret with me...thanks for trusting me...thanks for sharing your life story...thanks for telling me your dream...your hope...thanks for accept me for what ever i am...thanks for respect me..and thanks for being you...

take a good care of yourself ok...never ever feel down...never give up...never stop be mylove... think before doing something you may regret...be patient....believe yourself...that your beautiful...and be good...and most important thing is..stay the same...be mylove like i used to know before ok...dun be so noty...behave yourself...if i have a chance..i will visit you..i promise..i will tried to do what you ask and wish me to do and be...n once again..bye mylove...gudluck...love ya..muahh....

Tuhan! tolong jaga manusia ini baik-baik ya !. Jangan ada ribut, jangan ada hujan.. Jangan biarkan dia demam, dan jangan biarkan dia sakit.. Kangen bangat sama dia. Moga dia pulang dengan baik dan selamat. Amin !