its been a long day lately...

Broken heart..broken me..admit that everythig happen is true..cannot blame anyone..

gosh its so hurt here...but i know..that the truth...

when finally i accept that i love her...shes my everything n im completely forget the other...tetiba kena terima hakikat reliti sebenarnya...

i know it smy fault also..coz i know it from beginning what gonna happen..but im still let it happen..let my self love her..

but in the meantimes..i know i need to admit what happen..i cannot make other pple hurt..just because i dun want the get back what i do..but still..its turn back me hurt...

i know i cannot blame her..ini lumrah alam dan ketentuan tuhan..kejadian tuhan yg sejak awal2 lagi aku xbleh nk lawan..jadi..sakit ni aku sendiri yg cari...

kan bagus kalau kenyataan boleh diterima tanpa rasa sakit?...boleh sebnarnya..kalau kenyataan tue disedari dimasa kita blum lg 100% sygkan insan tue..tapi payah nk terima bla kenyataan tue dtg saat kita betul2 dah syg org tue..n tiba2 saat tgh bahagia...

Ya allah ya tuhan..aku tawu ujian ini aku sendiri yang cari..cuma bantulah hambamu ini utk memaafkan dan melupakan...bantulah hambamu ini utk terima sesuatu kenyataan..

Untuk membiarkan dia bahagia...