Saturday, August 30, 2008

im sorry

wrote on 14/7/08...friendster blog

eargh...im juz doing a stupid mistake today...some unmatured things...aduh..seriusly i dun mean to do dat...but..maybe..because im juz an idiot..

princess...im sorry..i dun mean to make u feel unhappy or wut so ever..i juz feel like..i dun ever exist in ur life...i juz want to meet u..but ended up i know u wif other guy..i know dats ur rite..ur happy time..i dun deserve to share dat moment wif u..u bukan ada pape dgn i..i know dat..but when u r not returning my msg askin u to go out..then i call u n tell me u hangin up wif others..i juz feel like..sapalah i..kan...u even bother to reply my msg juz to say..


"sorry..i xbleh kuar dgn u...." or may be "i xjd pegi s.alam"

simple je..susah ke.....juz a simple msg..i tgk msg org lain senang je u reply...but me..hurmm....i know tak susah kalau u ingat..but..like i say..im not exist kan... bukan i nk marah pun..i takkan marah..becoz i know dat u ok..i know dat u tgh happy at da moment..so i wont disturd..takkan i nk kacau org yg i janji akan buat dia happy tgh hve fun...i dun need to worried bout u if i know u ok..i dun need to berharap...how could i tell u miss u..becoz i dun think u will understand...i want to make u happy..dat y i dun ask anything from u..dats y i dun ask u to luv me back..dats y i dun even ask u to be wif me...penah ke i tanya atau propose u..takkan..i cuma bagitawu wut i feel bout u..tapi i tak penah pun tanya atau mintak u to be my luv one..sebb i tawu..gurl like u hve a lot of choice...mustahil u akan terima i...so..i takkan tanya selagi i tak nampak isyarat dr u..so dun worry...

u tau tak i willing to do anything for u kan...anythin i could...juz to make u happy...juz to make my princess feel happy n save...so please...i hope u will forgive me wut ever i did or say today...i will not disturd u again...i try to...if it will make u happy...but wut i say before..dat u r the only princess..is true..i never try to call other people wif the name..i nver have other princess i my heart..i never hve some1 else pun..but i know..u r the one who hve some1 else kan...mayb u yg tak sedar..so i dun hve the place in anywhere in ur heart...so..no need to feel sorry or feel bad...wut 4 kan..its all bout feeling...ni bukan malay typical drama yg nak nangis or say sorry for sumthin u tak salah..i mean kalau u ada some1 else pun..bukan salah u..like i said it about feeling..u never promise me anythin..lagipun..im not a man..but i do care bout u more then they can do..so..xpelah..i try to take dat..try to face dat..dah besar..bukan baby lagi..juz hve ur fun n be happy,princess...everybody deserve to be happy..including u...tuhan tu maha kaya..1 hari u akan jumpa org yg bebetul syg u...cuma..jgn buat sesuatu benda tuh sebb kesiankan org..dun..it will hurt somebody oneday...remember wut u give u will get back..so..do wut u think n ur heart said...ok...dun make a mistake dat u will regret oneday..if u think u xnak..say dat..tau..i always be there if u need me...juz press my number n i will try to be wif u if u need something...if u wan to see me....if u want to accept me which im not pushing u to do...juz dun feel sory for me..i dun like dat...dat make me feel like a looser....again n again....

n dun forget...minum air byk2....tkt demam nanti..nanti tekak sakit..tau...take care urself..sorry no morning msg n call today..i need time for myself...to accept everythin...i will do my rutin back afta everythin back to da normal...coz i promise u..i never stop taking care bout u...for me..u r the princess like no other princess in this world...sorry for everything...n thanks for let me be ur frends........dat the best gift i ever had in my life..to see ur smile n touch ur hair n ur face...to be there when u sad..i will remember dat moment for the rest of my life...thanks again....for let me call u..princess.....

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