me : baby busuk!..
she : hmm..windu arr 2..
me : mana ada...
she : Liar...
me : hehehe...
i can close my eyes to things i dont wanna see… but i cant close my heart to things i dont wanna feel..and this all about my life..and my journey while im breathing..
Tuesday, June 30, 2009
while im driving after work...
Sunday, June 28, 2009
konsert mini cerita cinta rossa
best gila..even semua org mintak rossa..tp still dia nyanyi..n lelama semua org ikut nyanyi..sofaz best2...!
tetiba pasha kuar sambil nyanyi lagu terlanjur cinta versi medley *kalau tak salah aku ler*..best giler..lain lagu tuh dr selalu kita dgr dlm radio...sweet sangat..!
lepas habis nyanyi...kesimpulannya..aku malas mau cerita byk2..so pic jerlah yg menceritakan segalanya..best gila n happening concert ni..org pun takde lah ramai sgt..dah tuh free...nak clear jerk dia..sound n everything perfect..i enjoy my self that nite...thanks hotlink..chaiyork2!
Saturday, June 27, 2009
ketam sos bercili
BAHAN-BAHAN:
2 ekor ketam
5 sudu besar sos cili
2 sudu besar sos tiram
3 sudu besar sos Thai
Garam dan gula
BAHAN-BAHAN KISAR:
4 ulas bawang merah
2 ulas bawang putih
3 cm halia
2 batang serai
5 tangkai cili merah
1. Goreng ketam yang digaul dengan kunyit dan ketepikan.
2. Panaskan kuali dan masukkan bahan kisar dan tumis sehingga naik bau.
3. Masukkan semua sos, kemudian bubuh garam dan gula secukup rasa dan tumis lagi.
4. Setelah bahan tumis pecah minyak, masukkan ketam dan kacau hingga sekata.
internships..
by John Fuller
If you're a college student with ears, you've probably heard everyone talking about internships. Either they already have one set up, or they desperately seek one, camping out in the career center between classes. So what's the big deal? Shouldn't a degree be enough to get a job after graduation? And isn't an internship a lot of useless work for little or no pay?
The pay issue is true -- it's difficult to find an internship that pays well, if at all. The degree part is different, though. It's becoming harder and harder for college graduates to find work right out of college with nothing but a framed diploma. Most companies look for real world experience when hiring and the best way to get that experience is through an internship. Despite the low pay, internships are worth it in the long run if you want to get your foot in the door and figure out your future.
Most people think the point of an internship is to serve coffee or run mindless errands. Everyone at some point has formed a negative image of the tortured intern trapped in a cubicle, filing endless amounts of paperwork. It's not always like that, though, and it doesn't have to be. Sure, you may have to perform a few menial tasks here and there -- that's part of any job. But most companies offer all kinds of opportunities for interns to get hands-on experience and learn the right technology.
You might work for a local news station and help edit footage for an upcoming story. Or maybe you'll crunch numbers for a big sales pitch and draw up all sorts of fun graphs (seriously, who doesn't like a good pie chart?). Whatever the case, chances are you'll play an important part in any process and receive a great opportunity to watch the real thing in action. People who work around you are generally very open, knowledgeable and willing to help, so ask as many questions as you can in order to get a more complete picture of the career.
What's the best-case scenario? If you work hard enough and impress the company, there's a chance they might offer you a full-time position. Even if you decline and eventually decide to find work elsewhere, getting an offer out of an internship will look great on a resume.
If you don't get an offer, that's OK, too. The company may not have a position available, or maybe you just wouldn't want to work there. An internship provides you with two great tools. First, you gain excellent real world experience and a great resume builder. Second, you get an inside look into a field of work you're interested in, helping you make that career path a little less sketchy. The least an internship will do is get you thinking about what you want to do for a living.
Note: The article above by John Fuller was courtesy of www.howstuffworks.comThe climb
I can almost see it.
That dream I'm dreaming, but
There's a voice inside my head saying
You'll never reach it
Every step I'm takin'
Every move I make
Feels lost with no direction,
My faith is shakin'
But I gotta keep tryin'
Gotta keep my head held high
There's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be an uphill battle
Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose
Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waitin' on the other side
It's the climb
The struggles I'm facing
The chances I'm taking
Sometimes might knock me down, but
No I'm not breaking
I may not know it, but
These are the moments that
I'm gonna remember most
I've just gotta keep goin', and
I gotta be strong
Just keep pushing on, but
There's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be an uphill battle
Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose
Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waitin' on the other side
It's the climb
There's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be an uphill battle
Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose
Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waitin' on the other side
It's the climb
Keep on movin'
Keep climbin'
Keep faith baby
It's all about, it's all about
The climb
Keep the faith, keep your faith, woah
Friday, June 26, 2009
Wednesday, June 24, 2009
transformers

and the movie review
Monday, June 22, 2009
always be my baby..
...You'll always be a part of me
I'm a part of you indefinitely
Girl don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
And we'll linger on
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way you're never gonna shake me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby....
Sunday, June 21, 2009
counting the minute now...
picture from wssoo blog..
owesome aite?..more owesome because it for free...hehehhe
p/s : some of my friend hate i won this...hehe..sorry...it just my luck..!
selamat hari abah....

all i can say...with all the respect and love from my heart..
thank you abah...i love u so much...
You're always be the Greatest Love Of My Life
Saturday, June 20, 2009
new language?
semua sebb kesygan aku tuh..mentang2 ler dia half filipine half chinese...dibaginya aku ayat filipine tghari td...kalau bagi ayat chinese bleh je aku tanya kakak..nih filipine nak tanya sapanya..tp thanks to google..semua ayat mampu dipatahkan aku..chewah...
memang seronok bila belajar benda baru...ni beberapa term in tagalog yg aku suka benar blajar..keke..
Miss na miss kita. = I really miss you.
Ingat Ka = take care
Ikaw ang lahat sa akin. = You are everything to me.
Lagi kitang iniisip. = I always think of you.
Pahalik = Let me have a kiss.
and ni poet untuk baby in tagalog lang :
Ang buhok mo'y mahahabang ahas
Kung nakasalalay sa iyong balikat,
Mga ulang waring di lupa ang hanap
Kundi sampagitang humahalimuyak.
Sa itim ay gabing walang buwa't tala,
Sa haba ay halos humalik sa lupa,
Sa lago'y halamang malago't sariwa,
Sa sinsi'y masinsin at nakahahanga.
Naging katulad ka niyong Penelopeng
may timtimang pusong miminsang kumasi't
Ang naging aliwa'y luha't paghahabi.
Sa haba ng iyong buhok nakilala
Ang kadalisayan ng pagkadalaga
At ang kahabaan ng isang pag-asa.
Aalis na ako!!
Friday, June 19, 2009
one day i will publish diz..(for my EX)
hey babe..i dunno how could i tell u this..i know its a lil bit childish 4 me to express my feeling n wut i think regarding us from here...but u know wut..i think..this is da best medium coz when we are together..i dunno how to start...so all i wanted to say dat..lately i feel like the special feeling that i have towards u is getting faded away day by day..i cant control myself anymore even i tried to keep tellin my self..that i was da one who really want u..but i think its also be the reason why i been far away from u....i dun regret at all..i even feel relief!..ive tried to be firm..tried to hav faith on u like i used too..but i couldnt..not anymore..afta i be the witness for all da mistake u've done n for all unfaithfull thing u do..and the careless u make for me..i think, i will no longer be the one that u can leaned on..a shoulder for u to share stories bout ur boys…da one who shared ur sadness..which i used to be the person who will know everythin especially when u get hurt..im not da one who trying to be far away from u..but u da one who never let me be wut i used to be before wit u..rite now..i think i will no longer share my everyday routine with u babe..like sending u a morning msg..things that i love to do before..no more...
when we started as a fren..getting close...been in 'relationship'..i dun think u really luv me babe..even from the day u say yes when i propose..the answer u gave me which i think i will be excited to listen..but weird thing happen..im not...same goes when u gave me ur first kiss on my lips..i dont have any feeling for that..i just keep silent doing my things and keep on eye from far watching u doing wut ever u like.. i tried to giving u a lot of space wif hope u can change and appreaciated other people heart...u can hav everything that we used to hav as part of ur memory..which i dun think u remember 1 of them..but do respect the decision ive made..and things that ive asked for…that u havent fulfill yet..which is stop playing wif other people heart..
people make mistakes…same to us…same to u...same goes to me..lets forgive and forget..but being together is not the best for us…i know u already tell me this before..skandal is better then getting together..u ask me.."r u sure?"..yeah..dat time i really sure..but now..u lost me babe..u already lost me when u get close wif ur "abg chik"... i realized that..but im still keep silent on that..wif hope u'll notice that..but..muna always be muna aite..now i know..both of us only a frend even afta u say yes..it doesn’t mean that when we were apart we cant be frens..it doesnt mean that i hate u..im not hate u..it juz my special feeling on u not there anymore..im nobody to judge people aite..im nobody to convict others..maybe u didnt noe me well enough..maybe i also didnt know u well enough..but i do think i know u more then u know me..i’d rather loose a lover than losing a fren..thats me…im not perfect..im just a human being that couldnt face stupid things several times..again n again...
im hepi with my life..hoping that u r hepi too..if u r not..im sorry im failed to make u happy as a couple..dun think too much..appreciated wut ever u already hve..stop making others hurt..i know a lot of people already say this to u..so da word didnt hve any meaning to u rite..but please..u r big enough to realize that its not good to make other people hurt...its not the end of life for me…ive prove u right, i guess??…im not good enough to make u falling in luv wif me..so i'll let u go..yes i am…coz i hav too..
thanks god ive frens..who always support me..im grateful to hav them..ive thanked them thousand times for their care, their words and their advices even i keep doing same stupid thing..even their not agreed for any of my action..i understand why they dunt agreed..they dun want me to get hurt..but they still support me from my back......n i noe, u do hav them too..so let them be near u till u hav enuf strength..u dun need fake luv to be happy..u juz need a real fren who really luv u as who u r..dun trust other people to much babe..da love word from them..dunt u ever think ur playing da game better then them..coz sometime a players also will lost their game..juz try to hve a fren babe...not multiple or triple lover...
HE knows what’s the BEST for ME..n for U as well..so lets face the fate..u r not for me..u r not worth it for me to wait either..
now that im ready..im ready to face my new life…ive found a rainbow after a heavy rain..my rainbow is helping me to fine the right sunshine again…keep me on track..im not use to be alone..but im learning..im trying my best…coz ive learnt a lesson..im not used to rely on others..but u make me awake..that sometimes we cant do things by ourself..n now everything that i wanted to do..i ask for opinion…not from u…coz i cant..
for u, the one who i used to die to care for (before..)..i will always care as a fren of mine…but u couldnt ask more from me…coz now im not promising u anything anymore..coz my feeling not on u anymore...so everything already change from the day u lost me..…like u not promising me anything...
for u,
A MILLION THANKS
for ur true feeling towards me even it juz for a while…its make me feel like im in heaven at that moment..
for ur care…which u used to care bout me...before..
for ur kindness that i really adore..
for ur time u spend wif me..
for ur acception to be my gurl..which i am like a beast..n u r da beauty..
for the kiss..
let it be as part of my life n my memory.
i pray the best for u..
im done here.
im not gonna be wif u anymore..coz i dunt think u need me anymore..
im not goin to say the luv word anymore.
so people..lets move on!..
new page for new life please!
i am what i am “to be remember as the one who always smiles even her heart is broken and the one that could brighten up your day even if she couldn’t brighten her own..only the one..who really damn close n understand her well will know..wut is in her heart..but the thing is...its not u...muna..”
P/S : aku tulis nih lama dah..rasanya hujung tahun lepas...tapi tak tergamak nak publish.. sebb time tuh hati aku tak kuat lagik..skang bila aku bc balik..aku pk kenapa tak aku post saja..rugi kalau biar simpan jd draf..penat aku tulis..kan..huhu
Thursday, June 18, 2009
their love story
Wednesday, June 17, 2009
OMG!!!
Proud to tell u guys..i am one of this 50 lucky people...yeah...terbeliak mata aku bila bukak email tgk ada email dari malaysian today newspaper yg aku jadik winner contest tuh...
Tuesday, June 16, 2009
What money can buy?...

“It is not because things are difficult that we do not dare, it is because we do not dare that they are difficult.”
“In difficult moments, behave like a duck, keep calm and unruffled on the surface, but keep paddling away like crazy underneath.”
“To the world you might be one person, but to one person you might be the world.”
“Coming together is a beginning, keeping together is progress, working together is success.”
“When love and skill work together, expect a masterpiece.”
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