smlm..aku start idup aku dgn mejejakkan kaki dekat gym.. hehe.. masa tgh berurusan dekat counter..the counter gurl try to flirt wif me...kindda cute gurl..she want me to call her wana..she try to play a game wif me where she doesnt want to give the membershp kad back.. n aku sendiri tlupa nk mintak kad krdt aku balik sebb terbabit dgn game dia..hehe.. n u know wut..she call me about 10 minit later..
"ary..i wana kat counter tadi..."
"okey..wussup gurl..?"
"syg ur credit card wif me..later u come here ok.."
"ok.."
huhu...i hve my own cute gurl already...so naaa...not interested..sebb masa aku pg dptkan kad aku..dia de bg kertas dgn no phone dia..
"u taknak no phone i ke syg?"
"ya..sure..kalau u nak bagi..of coz i ambik"
apa le yg dia nampak kat aku ni..muka pun macam tembok pecah jerk..hehe...gemok..pendek...but i do tell her that she really look nice masa memula start berckp..huhu.. saja.. try to be nice wif other people kan..lgpun..saja je try skill.. haha...tp alih2 aku yg kena..xnak ahh..i hve the princess already..even she not mine...but... i dunno..coz i never hve the answer...
after a few hours..dok tunggang terbalik kat situ sambil dikelilingi wanita sexy dan jejaka bertubuh sasa..cewahhh... hehe..the princess finally sms me..then im ready to pick up her lepas mandi...so kuar dr gym..i try to find somethin to giv her...but takde benda pulak...plus da lambat giler da..so terus drive ke pandan indah..coz i need to fetch her there.. before dat i need to meet abang at de palma...tak sempat ckp pe pun dgn abg coz dia sebuk bangat n sempat bagi cek je...then driving blk until my dad call me utk mengadu.. haha...(sometime i wonder..i am his daughter or his frends..?)like usual..ada problem ja kalau kat opis..aku le tempat dia ngadu..even gado dgn mak sikit2..so now aku jauh dimata..dlm phone pun ok..tapi masalahnya aku tgh driving didlm kesibukkan kota..yg akhirnya membawa aku sesat entah kemana-mana..tapi xpalah..kang dicop anak derhaka pulak.. so dgrlah dia duk ngadu sambil driving sebelah tangan... :P
then da jumpa tuan putri tuh..kitorg pegi alamanda... afta tersalah jalan byk kali..hehe..wut da hell in my mind hah sampai tersesat... entahlah..egege...kat alamanda kitorg puas keliling cari gsc..dak kecik tue nk tgk batman...skali sampai dpan kaunter tiket.. batman start pukul 330..time kami kat situ pun dah 330pm..so kitorg decide nk tgk tmpat lain..b4 dat jenjln ..dia nk cr baju kemeja..ada satu baju tuh comel giler bila dia pakai..tp dia tanak beli plak..mula ingat nk belikan utk dia tp sj taknak ckp lagi sebb dia asyik kata baju tuh cantik tp ada benda tak kena...so biarkan je dulu.. masa dia gi toilet de gak aku melilau cr teddy..tapi mcm tak comel je teddy bear yg aku jumpa harituh..haha..i need to giv her somethng..sebb last kuar aku de bg bunga n choc... bukan nak manjakan dia ke hape..but i luv to see her smile... dats all..salah ke?..huhu...
then lepas a few shop kitorg masuk..finally we decide to go to pizza n watch the muvi on 6.30...coz rasa mcm alang2 dah kat situ..tgk jelah muvi disitu...masa tgh makan..mak ayien call..my ex mother in law..hehe..dia tanya kabar aku n tanya bila aku nk gi rumah dia..huhu..dia taktawu ke aku dah lama tak jumpa anak dia..betapa sygnya mak dia dkat aku smpi suh aku panggel dia mak...tp org ckp..kalau ada masalah dgn anak..jgn babitkan mak bapak..hormat org tua..betul tak..so lepas ckp manis2 sket n janji nk pegi umah dia nanti..baru dia nak letak....hurm..janji mesti dikotakan..so kenalah aku pegi jugak umah dia..xpelah..mak aku tak penah ajar suh xhormat org tua kan...
afta muvi kitorg da nak gerak balik tetiba de satu kedai ni.. dia nk masuk..macam biasa layan tuan putri ni pilih baju..aku decide nak bayarkan baju dia tuh...i wont tell her..sebb pk masa dkat counter terus aku nk bayar..tapi bila tgk dia duk terkial2 mcm mak nenek(haha) nak pilih yg mana..terus aku ckp..
"juz take dat..i pay for u...both shirt look nice on u..."
dia taknak aku byr..but still i win..hehehe..syg...if this will make u happy..y not i spend some money for u kan...duit boleh cari..but da happiness i see on ur face not easy to find...especially when the time i hve to spend wif u juz for bout a few hours..then i dunno when can i see ur face again.. watching u talking n smiling...
on our way back to send her home..we have a serius conversation. .hurm..i ask her..y she wrote me a msg sound like she jealous last day...n the answer..yes..she jealous bout somethin i wrote at here...gud to know dat..but yet..i still wanna know the answer for others..like a simple question like this..
do you luv me too?..
if yes more then a fren or wut...
do u care if i hve someone else...if u care..why?
when u wif me..all thing u said r do utk jaga hati or u really mean dat...
r u juz wif me and try to having fun juz for jaga hati...?
or i juz a place for u to have fun...
did i really make u feel special or i juz like other guys around u?
if yes more then a fren or wut...
do u care if i hve someone else...if u care..why?
when u wif me..all thing u said r do utk jaga hati or u really mean dat...
r u juz wif me and try to having fun juz for jaga hati...?
or i juz a place for u to have fun...
did i really make u feel special or i juz like other guys around u?
i know..a relationship like us..takkan kemana...i know kita tak bleh kawen pun...i know u dun wanna us to be like me n my ex..break off and lose da frendship..i know u dun wanna be like my frend..getting hurt when da girl want to be wif guys...i know when u said..u tanak dgn i sebb nak jaga hati...but still..i juz wanna know..apa yg u rasa..siapa yang u nak... so enough already..i juz want to hear dat..if u r mine or not... takde relationship pun takpe...but at least i know wut u feel..coz i know finally u will married wif man kan..mayb i pun akan kawen..but still..i juz wanted to know..how do u feel bout me..then..i will stop askin..stop dreaming..n maybe try to giv da luv to others who willing to admit dat im hers...but still..even i manage to do dat...my princess only u...i cant changes dat...mayb u r beautiful... but dats not wut i see inside u...so jgn pk i suka u sebb u cantik..i luv u becoz of u.. coz u r different...coz u r the princess..susah sebenarnya nk ckp knapa i kata u lain..susah sebenarnya nk ckp kenapa i panggil u princess..tp for me still ..u r the princess...
i tau byk org suka u..mayb if we have the "relation" i will get jealous or wut so ever dgn org2 yg dlm wish list u...but i still cannot change the fact dat..a lot of people also like u..kita tak boleh buat org tak suka kita..lagipun perkara yg cantik mesti byk org suka..mayb its not bout cantik fizikal..but the beauty of urself..ur style..n seperti biasa seorang tuan putri mesti byk rakyat jelata yg suka dan admirer..kan..i think even guys who win ur heart also will face the same things... so i dun really bother bout dat..i already meet someone like dat before..so i know how to handle the situation..but now.. i juz wanna know..dat u r mine or not...if u r mine then i wont try to hve someone else...only be as urs...
wut ever pun princess..gud luck wif dat boy..i know u like him..i know u cares bout him...i do get jealous when i see how u really care about him..but i know u deserve to get better...i always be wif u no matter wut..im not pretending dat im happy for u...coz i know my self better..easy to get hurt n easy to cure..huhu..lagipun mencintai tak semstinya memiliki..kan...so maybe diz is wut i should faced..for ur happiness...n for my happinest..when i see ur face wif the truly smile n no any fake dat u created...to see ur eyes without tears...really make me feel better...really make me feel gud...coz my princess finally happy wif the right prince...finally dia da jumpa tuan punya tulang rusuk...
but..still i do hope...if i hve a chance to be urs before u get married wif the right guys.. dats would be the last special gift i ever wish in my life for now...even finally we will get hurt...i know..its hurt but still we hve a great moment we shared together,kan...or mayb..masing2 takkan sakit pun..sebb da readi..da admit benda tuh akan jadi...juz ask urself wut u want...don give other people to much hope...how bout urs..coz finally u also can get hurt when other people hurt becoz of ur hope...i dun want u to feel dat...i tau u pun tanak kan..but if it will be ur choice..then..who the hell i am to ask for more from u...so..wut i can do now..try to make u happy..make u feel better...make u feel save...n be ur frend always...becoz dat wut i choose in my life rite now..afta i start calling u..princess....
by da way..a great day for me last nite..thanks for spending ur golden time wif me..n u know wut..u r so cute last nite...hahaha.. even u kata u serabai..for me u look nice....:P
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